Mood:Shunned
Days Left Until Limited Wardrobe Tour Kicks Off:10
Song of Choice:"Drunk and with Power" by Magret Cho
TopicTeenaged Angst
Oh yes another fine day in the Blog of Kim-the BS and whining are endless and today will be no different.Young Prince I'm sure eveyone knows a little about who he is and at least one of you know who he is--well last night I go you know honesty is good regret bad so I tell him that I am starting to develop a crush on him and this is what I get THIS IS WHAT I ALWAYS GET!!! First, speechlessness, second that evil phraise 'I don't know what to say' and third basically um no. So me feeling like a big freakin idiot and ask him what he thinks about me and I get 'basically you just stress me out' and I mean damn would it have killed to freakin say 'your a nice person but I'm not looking for a relationship right now'--which I wasn't either but geeze you know I'm outta here in like two weeks I don't want to look back on my life and say'see I shoulda said something to him' damn....::Mimic:: 'you just stress me out' God! So yeah after that I went and cried for like the 3rd time cause of him and then fell alseep crying it sucked....geeze...ahh...I give this whole find a significant other BS I give there is no freakin point damn it I always get this kinda reaction...I am just going to die a lonely old woman....Peter will get married and adopt those two Asain girls and I'll still be alone....Lum, Cat, and Nori will either have marriages or carreers or both...my brother will be married AND I'LL STILL BE ALONE!! Whatever it doesn't even matter anymore...in anycase I'm not mad at him I'm just frusterated with myself...I am so weak and pathetic...I'm going to read those Johnny C quotes...they make me feel better.
Days Left Until Limited Wardrobe Tour Kicks Off:10
Song of Choice:"Drunk and with Power" by Magret Cho
TopicTeenaged Angst
Oh yes another fine day in the Blog of Kim-the BS and whining are endless and today will be no different.Young Prince I'm sure eveyone knows a little about who he is and at least one of you know who he is--well last night I go you know honesty is good regret bad so I tell him that I am starting to develop a crush on him and this is what I get THIS IS WHAT I ALWAYS GET!!! First, speechlessness, second that evil phraise 'I don't know what to say' and third basically um no. So me feeling like a big freakin idiot and ask him what he thinks about me and I get 'basically you just stress me out' and I mean damn would it have killed to freakin say 'your a nice person but I'm not looking for a relationship right now'--which I wasn't either but geeze you know I'm outta here in like two weeks I don't want to look back on my life and say'see I shoulda said something to him' damn....::Mimic:: 'you just stress me out' God! So yeah after that I went and cried for like the 3rd time cause of him and then fell alseep crying it sucked....geeze...ahh...I give this whole find a significant other BS I give there is no freakin point damn it I always get this kinda reaction...I am just going to die a lonely old woman....Peter will get married and adopt those two Asain girls and I'll still be alone....Lum, Cat, and Nori will either have marriages or carreers or both...my brother will be married AND I'LL STILL BE ALONE!! Whatever it doesn't even matter anymore...in anycase I'm not mad at him I'm just frusterated with myself...I am so weak and pathetic...I'm going to read those Johnny C quotes...they make me feel better.
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